“My poetry is not merely a product of the mind and emotions, but of the entire organism. At a certain moment, you must give the very best of yourself - and in doing so, you are transformed.”
Black Prayers
This is the space of the Black Prayers project. It is a cycle of experiences transformed into words, rhythm, and silence.
These poems do not explain, they happen.
New Day Poem
This is a meditation in nature, before the experience of Time. I was just doing simple, repetitive work in the garden - trying to be present in the moment, not knowingly harmonising with the Earth. Solitude before you decide to enter. Not an escape, but a return to simplicity. In this state, natural concentration is born. I am not in tension, only in presence. Everything happens effortlessly, yet with precision. For me, “New Day” is a bridge between ordinary experience and transcendental experience. It shows that even simple work and everyday moments can become a gateway to deeper dimensions of consciousness.
Time Poem
Poem reveals transcendental exploration of Time. An artistic attempt to provide insight into what Time is. The journey of consciousness back to its Source. It is not merely an experience, but a poetic expression of the birth of the Universe and Space within Being. On April 6, 1922, in Paris, Albert Einstein and Henri Bergson publicly debated the nature of Time. Einstein famously declared, “God does not play dice.” Yet Bergson argued that Time is more than physics. It is lived and experienced. This work follows that path. It is my attempt to touch what in Buddhist or Hindu culture is called Ātman. Time is the primary source of everything, including the Universe itself.
A few reflections from this poem Time:
- Feelings and emotions have a geometrical aspect, something musicians and visual artists often recognize in their creative process.
- Silence is not empty; it can be felt like a subtle murmur in the body, gradually growing into overwhelming power. Perhaps this is why Beethoven, as deaf still heard his music within.
- Consciousness oscillates. As the amplitude diminishes, potential energy increases, until it reaches a singular point: infinitely small distance, infinitely vast energy - the Big Bang.
- The smallest particles vibrate with infinite energy, alive and conscious. They begin to organize into curved lines of light: the origin of Space. (Georges Lemaître)
- Everything exists there in potentiality, before birth, beyond sensory experience. This is what omnipotence truly means.
- My hypothesis: Consciousness moves faster than light. Why? Because it lacks matter. It is not bound. Beyond light, there is only Darkness - and yet, full Presence.
Genesis of the Universe Poem
This is a shared experience of the Universe and beauty. Albert Einstein defined the rules for this fenomenological Universe for us. This Big Bang when consciousnes reaches the center of the Earth and explodes as the Universe. Yes it can be experienced. The dream can be a full-fledged reality when you stay conscious. The laws of physics in dream reality are different, you can communicate via consciousness for example. Much more, there is no real communication without it. I do not want you to believe me. Take it as a hypothesis. It is absolutely ok.
Albert Einstein operated in the first paradigm of the Universe, while Henri Bergson in the paradigm of Time. There are similarities, but we should not confuse them. (The Physicist and the Philosopher: Einstein, Bergson, and the Debate That Changed Our Understanding of Time, Jimena Canales, 2015)
Big Bang
- Big Bang when consciousness reaches the center of the Earth and explodes as the Universe.
- Big Bang - when consciousness reaches the center of the Universe and explodes as Time.
It is not the same thing.
Umbrae Somnium Homo Poem
This poem originates from an experience in my early childhood. The self-evidence of reality briefly collapsed. I was seven or eight years old, waking up on the threshold between sleep, lucidity, and full wakefulness. A disruption in a familiar morning routine caused the expected image of the world to fail.
For a moment, the reality I carried in my mind did not match what was actually present. I could not move, not because the body failed, but because the internal map by which I oriented myself dissolved. I remained conscious as this inner representation broke apart and reassembled itself. In that moment, it became clear that reality is not simply given. It is actively constructed by the mind. This experience marked a lasting shift in my perception. The world no longer appeared as fixed or self-evident, but as something continuously assembled.
Umbrae Somnium Homo belongs to the Black Prayers cycle as a record of the moment when reality reveals itself as a functional construction of consciousness.
Genesis of the Man Poem
I am a human being who found Love in an unexpected place. A soul can be crushed - and yet, be reborn. Sometimes light is born through darkness. This poem is not about despair, but about transformation - about becoming fully human. Pain is not the end, it’s the beginning. When the ego dies, love begins. Genesis of man is a journey from silence to presence, from fear to creation. When the ego dies, miracles may happen. This piece of art might appear dark or depressive at first glance - but that is only a surface impression. A good tree must have its roots deep in the soil. Emotions such as fear, anxiety, or loneliness are inherent parts of a congruent human being. Like Plato in The Allegory of the Cave, I want to invite you to look to the other side - and further beyond. This work is my personal and intimate invitation to do just that.
