Genesis of the Universe
I am lying in the bed covered with loneliness.
Seducing an unknown woman with right hand.
It is how it is.
The jock is craving through fantasy.
Please forget it.
It was irresistible and enjoyed.
Dignity is paying loan to infancy.
I was not the first nor last.
Who fell asleep in a dark room.
Not entirely in the right way.
Sudden jolt in my bones.
As if someone pulled my leg.
I am awakening in running dream.
Staying in the slumber.
Feeling the rest fully.
Wandering around the dreamland.
The consciousness is alive.
I am thinking.
Enjoy freedom of action in another dimension.
Dreamy look around the mossy meadow.
Hills and pits create their shadows.
I did not see such flowers ever.
Transported to that hill above the horizon.
A decision without a hint of doubt.
Realized instantly with clear wish.
Free to fly with unearthly speed.
The orgasmic sensations are boiling.
I am synchronized in now.
Moment is shaped in Me.
The laws of physics are laughing.
Is it just fantasy?
Flying across the land like a dreamy wind.
Where is the limit - freedom?
Little boy in the store of toys.
With unending budget.
Jumping off mythical bridges.
Just because he wants.
Enjoying the feeling of falling too deep.
Over, over again.
That is me now.
No ticket is required.
I am parading through walls.
Snap the finger and you are on the other side.
Feel the sand of bricks and stones.
Is it possible that it won't work this time?
Once more.
It's difficult.
Doubts create barriers to free action.
You think freely, you are infinite.
You think limitedly, you are finite.
Walking in dreamland.
Not knowing what to want.
Even a mind freed from earthly walls,
can get bored.
Just walking with hand in my pocket.
Kicking rock in yard.
Waiting to see what happens.
I noticed canyons with holes.
They are like small volcanoes with grass.
I'll peek in, not knowing why.
The movement starts.
I am slayed faster and faster.
Through vortex tunnel towards unknown.
Experience texture of Earth’s warm.
Then tunnel splits up.
Fear merges with excitement.
I'm not in charge of this.
That is only I know.
It throws me to the side at the last moment.
Slide on steroids.
With stunning speed.
Thoughts get lost on the vortex highway.
The turns and junctions are repeated a few times.
Deeply felt disorientation in the body.
I do not know where it is up or down.
The vibrating I is falling in depth.
Moment - it stands smoothly without a hitch.
Someone wanted me to offer a rest.
Experience of Peace cannot be explained.
I'm blown away again,
But just a little.
There are beings of light.
Living in the middles of the earth.
Their bodies are composed of white shadows of consciousness.
They are thin.
Paying no attention to me.
I know that they know.
I am here.
They are working on Peace.
With thin, limbs and fingers.
Just telepathic communication only.
No words or gestures.
I feel a bit ignored without a welcoming ceremony.
Everything is modest.
I meant to see it and go.
I am pulled into the vortex again.
The acceleration is gaining final strength.
Without any warning - the Blaaast occurs.
My I - is in the middle of the Earth.
Scattered into particles of Space.
Myyy planetary Univeeerse.
Is Aliiive.
I touch every little stone with waaarm huuug.
I everywhereee.
Planets pregnant with colors hanging in the Dark.
Oozing with monumentality.
Pure radiance is overwhelming.
The rivers of happy tears flow through… Mee
No, no, not yet.
I want to remember.
I AM THE UNIVERSE
Note:
Each of us is an integral part of the universe. This fact can be fully experienced. Albert Einstein described the laws of the universe in which we exist. But even this beautiful planetary Universe had to be born. Bergson was aware of this fact. This could not be fully rationally explained since Time as a phenomenon is the very source of intelligence. This Time cannot be explained. One can only point it out. The rest is up to you.